The perfect SkY is TORN

Dear Diary,

6th Mar: I was getting along with everything fine, I accept it and then you happened.
I thought I saw a man brought to life, he was warm and come around like he was dignified. He showed me what it was to life, well I guess I trusted the wrong person. But it's ok, you couldn't be that man I adored. You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart's for . That's what's goin' on nothing fine, I'm all out of faith and this is how I feel. Illusion never changed into something real, I should have seen just what was there.

There's just so many things happened. I admit that it's hard for me to let you go, I think about you everyday but it hurt me more than ever. One day, a friend tell me that it worthless...then I realized that I've been wasting my time waiting and hoping something that would never ever come back to me again.

Then I said, "he's gone out of my life". I'm a problem into your life, you ignore me for stupid reason. You didn't know the truth and you know what, I'll never blame you because I don't have the right to blame you. But for sure, I don't deserve to be treated this way and I deserve better than this.

Sometimes theres only one thing left to say...but for me, there's no LOVE. You ruined the LOVE and friendship between us. I break my rule because of you, and I cross the line of my life because of you but this is what happen. CK was right, I still haven't see the real world, it's cruel more than anything.

Second big mistake, I'm so stupid because trusted you. And for this time I will never ever trust to any man anymore.

"Cry baby...cry" cause every tear that flows falls into the ocean and rises to the sky and the rain will come right before the sun shines.

It was a MISTAKE!!!

Going out with him was bad idea, so regret about it!!!
dating with japanese guy was a mistake...i will not allow myself to fall in love with him,
no more dinner and watch movie together and no more wonderful time for us because im gonna say "GOOD BYE"....dating with you will cause too many problem

Being Belonging

Daily Bread (Best Friends)

'The righteous should choose his friends carefully'

When I was replied her sms, I was shocked to be greeted with the words, "nobody want to be your friends". Although I knew it was untrue, I still felt sad for a moment. The idea that anyone, even an impersonal sms, would call me friendless was upsetting. Friends are essential for our emotional, physical, and spiritual well-being.
Friends listen to our heartaches without blaming us for having problems. They defend us when we're under attack. They are happy when we succeed and sad when we fail. they aive us wise counsel to keep us from making foolish choices. They even risk making us angry for the sake of making us right.
As the Bible shows us, we need to choose friends carefully (Prov. 12:26). The very best friends are those who are friends with God and who strengthen our relationship with Him (1 Sam. 23:16).
"I do not ask for many friends, but give me, Lord, the few Whose loyalty and faithfulness Are first of all to You" (Teepa)

Stand Firm!

Don't Believe Everything you Hear


one of the most common attitudess I have discovered in (...), even among the (...), is a deep-seated sense of self deprecation. I've heard them say, "I'm not important, I'm not qualified, I'm no good." I'm amazed at how many (...) are paralyzed in their witness and productivity by thoughts and feelings of inferiority and worthlessness. (Neil T.Anderson)

Desperate TO BE Happy!!!

Trying to be happy, don't u ever think about it...i'm not 100% happy in my life, have wonderful smile doesn't mean im happy at all. I hurt so bad and im not sure who even really care. Where r u Teepa? Come back and wake up, don't be afraid and build the confidence to yourself, u have to fight the problem that u encounter. Nothing is impossible in this world as long as u believe yourself and you have every right to be Trust...

Don't Judge!

Depressive

True Friends

FRIENDSHIP Y
it's the hardest thing in the world to explain,
it's not something you learn in school but,
if you haven't learned the meaning of FRIENDSHIP,
you really haven't learned anything...

About Me

Not all scars show, And

not all wounds heal,

Sometimes you never truely see

The pain that someone feels....

One of a kind

you'll Never find another

quite LIKE ME Y