The perfect SkY is TORN

Dear Diary,

6th Mar: I was getting along with everything fine, I accept it and then you happened.
I thought I saw a man brought to life, he was warm and come around like he was dignified. He showed me what it was to life, well I guess I trusted the wrong person. But it's ok, you couldn't be that man I adored. You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart's for . That's what's goin' on nothing fine, I'm all out of faith and this is how I feel. Illusion never changed into something real, I should have seen just what was there.

There's just so many things happened. I admit that it's hard for me to let you go, I think about you everyday but it hurt me more than ever. One day, a friend tell me that it worthless...then I realized that I've been wasting my time waiting and hoping something that would never ever come back to me again.

Then I said, "he's gone out of my life". I'm a problem into your life, you ignore me for stupid reason. You didn't know the truth and you know what, I'll never blame you because I don't have the right to blame you. But for sure, I don't deserve to be treated this way and I deserve better than this.

Sometimes theres only one thing left to say...but for me, there's no LOVE. You ruined the LOVE and friendship between us. I break my rule because of you, and I cross the line of my life because of you but this is what happen. CK was right, I still haven't see the real world, it's cruel more than anything.

Second big mistake, I'm so stupid because trusted you. And for this time I will never ever trust to any man anymore.

"Cry baby...cry" cause every tear that flows falls into the ocean and rises to the sky and the rain will come right before the sun shines.